People seem to be drifting away, out of my life. Our connections are lengthening and something is coming between us. This is contrasting to the contacts I have received by a few friends recently; yet, it feels as though they are drifting away.
Is it me that is drifting away?
Perhaps I am isolating myself, subconsciously. That way it will be easier when I move. This would not surprise me. However, part of me feels we are growing apart or there is some disagreement on the way to look at the world. But there is not one way, so that does not seem to fit.
So, I sit here, sipping my coffee, thinking about the egg sandwich I bought that is now going to waste... cold and unappetizing. I was starving, just 20 minutes ago, couldn't wait to eat the egg and cheese croissant. Then, after a squabble, my appetite completely dissolved. The waste of money and effort of getting the sandwich is what is uneasy. That and the lingering of an unresolved squabble.
What a way to start the day.... for some reason, it was one of those mornings were I was already braced for such an event.
Yet I am still surprised...
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You were at Bagelland, weren't you?
I already miss that place.
And our morning conversations at breatkfast... I do not know whether this might mean anything- despite the fact that we "drifted" away, i will always consider you as my friend. I have very few. Most of them are all over the world. But they all are friends and people you always think fondly about.
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