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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

... beInG iN tRaNsItiOn

How can one receive everything they've asked for and still not be happy... or accepting of it? And even better, be upset and unhappy?

What's wrong?

Feelings of abandonment. Overwhelmingly surrounding. A pain so strong, moving past it seems impossible.

Breathe...

With each breath the hurt fluctuates. Like a roller coaster ride, sitting blind-folded, I wait for the next drop.

Shifts.

Changes occur, providing growth. Forward movement saddens the soul. To leave behind the happiness for the unknown.

Fearful thoughts...

Thoughts of the unknown bring fear to my mind. A scared little girl curled up inside. Scared of the unknown; scared to be alone.

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