Summer has ended. Although it is only the beginning of September I can feel it... there is a sadness in my heart that aches to see it go. Ernesto, the first tropical storm to impact North Carolina this year, past through last night. It was a mere rain storm to me. However, the college is closed today, the first day of September.
Overcast clouds outside staring back coincide with stagnant emotional lull I feel. Missing things that will never be, saddened by what is, and not having anything to look forward to. What is it all for?
Melancholy retrospective days with urges to create. How does cluttering up the earth with new creations make existence worthwhile?
Cool air, a long sleeved shirt, and curling up watching the daze pass.
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