Relationships.....
This concept has been engulfing me recently. Drawing in more drama that I do not necessarily want or need. Conversations and thought seem to focus on it, like that painting that follows you wherever you move but you still are looking at it. I do not enjoy talking and thinking about them all the time.... but they have become overwhelming. Allowing someone into my life and the ability to become close to me was a struggle and something I worked hard to be able to do and now.... I wonder why.
Is it worth it?
The positive things are wonderful. However there is always a negative, and the negative seem far more severe than the positive. They last longer, lingering... like the taste of nasty medicine. Yet this lingering lasts for months on end, finally diminishing to a point one becomes used to it. The positive is easily and somewhat eagerly returned to whereas the negative is banished, locked away. The catch is when one returns to the positive, the negative is waiting... just moments away.
Perhaps this is simply me, an individual in a sea of individuals... who are no longer individuals but couples. That, however, is a whole nother topic for another blog.
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