The day has finally come.....

and how sweet it is to feel the relief
of 4 years of trudgery

In a mere 40 minutes, the work that has consumed my life, my existence, my happiness over the past four years peaked and stopped. Of what am I speaking... my thesis defense... that which has led to the end of many things close to me and has brought a few joys along the way. My mouth agape w/ astonishment, I was finally able to breathe.... and it felt good. Now, with only some editing to do before it is officially finished, I feel much happier, lighter, and finally in control of my life again. Like spring flowers all that is possible is sprouting everywhere. It feels good to be happy.