Life is acts under the rules of entropy and I am one who likes to keep things orderly, together, and unified. It is natural that things are in a constant state of motion, though I find it more closely resembles a roller coaster ride than the shifting sands on a dune. There are abrupt increases and drastic downward shifts. I have still yet to become comfortable in the seat assigned to me. I enjoy a good ride every now and then but when it comes to relationships, I prefer a steady state with gradual changes...
It seems that all I would like, regarding the people in my life, are those who is on-par with me. Those who have similar interests, beliefs, and goals and are working towards making those things happen. However, there is a catch. Even when people are doing so, there is no relevance unless we are active in eachother's lives. What's the point of having "friends" that one does not hear from or see for long periods of time. With distance it becomes harder to keep up a relationship. It no longer becomes a thing of convenience. However, some distances are not too far. Yes it takes a little longer, but is about the same as a drive to work. It becomes painful for an individual, who values that 'friendship', enjoy sharing time, look forward to the conversations, and planned adventures, and would like to continue to see it grow. Therefore, the nonparticipating activity of one party is perceived at hurtful and causes much pain to other individuals.
Some times it simply comes down to letting it go...... even when it is something you highly valued and considered a very precious time in your life.
So, GOOD-BYE!
Thank-you... for the wonderful memories, which bring much sadness, reminding me of what will never be again, and the hurtful feelings of being neglected.
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